being here can be good therapy, especially when the sun is down after such a bright day...

funny,i had never imagined i would post ideas and feelings. there are still moments when i realise that after all those years of extrovert blah-blah, sharing my innermost still remains too uneasy.

then comes the limitation of the medium itself-the printed word can be so bare and sentiment free.. no handwriting to give you a feel.and even worse, no gestures,or voice tone or eye contact or anything that emoticons or fancy punctuation could aspire to replace. feels like having a very sore throat when you really want to chat in a noisy cafe.

ok,when it all comes down to adaptability i guess i'll find my way.
it's just that i keep postponing my great daylong party of Friends who can all make it to be there at the same time and same place, and whose bone-n-flesh presence i can at last enjoy.

just realised i've been smiling- maybe at the thought of such an heterogeneity.but no practicalities can spoil bubblemaking in koubikiland :)
big hug